welcome back to class

so yesterday and today were my 1st days in my new classes and i must say that i am in for a tough yet very interesting semester. i will, hopefully, be carrying 20 credits and i am nervous about that. plus, there are other things that i want to do this semester as well. so i hope that all remains well. i am just having pre-game jitters lol. anyways, ever since i got back to my dorm, i have been experiencing a significant case of insomia. i cannot sleep at night for anything in the world. i guess i have to get used to it all over again.

but that's all for now. i will keep you all updated =)

new myspace page

so i was feeling career oriented yesterday & i created a music myspace. it doesn't have anything on it yet except a video, but i'm working on getting some music on there soon. anyways, the link to the myspace page is below. check it out & add me as a friend por favor! much love!

my music myspace

happy new year!

happy new year everyone! i am really looking forward to this year; there's so much going on. by may, i should hopefully be on senior status in college & i'm still technically in my sophomore year! i will hopefully be initiated into an ILLUSTRIOUS organization (more on that later) & i will be entering into my final year as a teenager. there is so much going on this year!

i hope & pray that 2009 will bring you & your family as much excitement as it is promising for mine. be safe, pray much, & try to lay off of the egg nog & rum, or those delicious mimosas! lol

- retro*

have you ever ... ?

it's been awhile since i've truly been happy. i mean, i don't even remember the last time i just smiled for no reason or when my heart simply beat fast just at a single thought. so this morning, i woke up and i wasn't happy for some reason. i've been dragging about all day and i can't explain why. i guess it's like monica said- it's just one of those days.

but anyways, i got in small contact with one of my ex-guy friends and wished him a happy new year. we have some small history together and he helped contribute to why my last few weeks have been like BLAH!!! continuing, i wished him a happy new years, in hopes that we'd have a thorough conversation or something, but we didn't. he just wished me the same and told me that he knows that i'll make all of my dreams come true. for some reason, that's not what i wanted to hear. i'm not sure if i still have feelings for him ... i don't think i do. but to make sure, i deleted his number and his friendship on one of those "sites". i just wanted to make sure that he doesn't creep back up sometime soon. i think our friendship is done (i'll go into detail in the future), but i dunno ... have you ever had that feeling? tell me about it.

hello =)

welcome to real-vinyl. this is a new blog that i have created that just documents the true life of a teenager transforming into a young woman and all the problems, triumphs, and such that come with it. so i hope that you all enjoy my honesty, my passions, and my pain. thanks!